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| Have you ever wondered where you were, what you are, or what you might have been before? How exactly did we get here?, and by the way where is here? Was everything just a freak accident?,or was all this precisely balanced, and you being here was perfectly planned years or even lifetimes before you were ever......ahh.....I dont want to use the word born so we'll just say constructed or produced? (whichever) Where do we go from here? What is our destiny? Are we programmed to live, reproduce, and then just "die" WOW!!!! What are we really getting out of life? Are we suppose to accomplish some big major obsticle for some game that a supreme being wishes to play? I dont think i like the idea of that!! Am I programmed to be thinking this, or did he produce a flaw? ...huh... Nope, theres no flaw!I still dont feel free!! "Feel", WOW, now thats a weird feeling!! I guess he controls that too.I wonder if theres anything we can do on our own!!!!This all seems strange to me but somehow so familure!!!! Was i here sometime before in the future?,which i guess is the past now...but it doesnt matter, its all the same. Could I just be dreaming all this? Hey, now thats a thought!! Maybee I'll wake up someday, and everthing will be normal, or maybe I'll wake up to find out I don't exist, or worse yet, maybe nobody will!! Now wouldn't that be crazy!! There's no such a thing as anything!! Did you understand that?? But I'm probaly wrong anyway!! Does anyone else think the way I do?? Maybe you weren't suppose to!! I guess it would make his game kind of boring I wonder who'll die today?? Death is a pretty heavy experience!! What happens after death. What does it feel like to be dead?? Do we just lay there withour knowing anything or feeling anything?? Is it like a intensified sleep without any hope of a dream?? Is it just empty and blank with a nothingless sorta feeling. is it hard to undrstan the meaning of what I write?? Can anyone relate to all this besides me?? I hope someone can. I don't want to be alone on this. What do we really acomplish in life?? We live day by day trying to make the best of whatever comes our way, and after we get it all built up and feel safe, we die and have nothing. It was really all just a waste of time. Do you feel strange?? Can you see the from an angle most others can't?? Concentrate, think hard. What's eternity?? Nobody's ever lived that long to find out. What if we finally got there to find out it was a big wall nobdy could pass, and everyone just started dieing when they got there. Eternity was a word someone made. Nothing more, just a word. Do you understand any of this?? I wonder if people who read this think I'm strange?? I could be very smart(or not), or maybe very crazy(I would say so!!), or maybe even both(edging towards crazy). I'd ask your opinion, but I don't know you. Let me introduce myself, I'm Jerry . Who are you?? Think hard!! "Hold it", don't answer that, it'll only add to the confussion.(like I'm not already confused) | ||||||||||||||||
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Do you know that when whatever we're living in, be it a tree, man, animal, or even a cell mass inside an ordinary glass dies, you, me, the whole world, and perhaps the whole universe will die also? Have you ever stopped yourself and asked, "What am I"? Could I be a lump of mass divided by two neuclie, each of opposite sex, to form a shape which we call bodies? Are we beautiful, or are we just beautiful in our own eyes? Do you know how we look at a bug and say "what an ugly disformed being", well couldnt it be saying the same the same thing about us?, and by the way, what are we saying? Who made up words? and why do we call a chair a chair? Why didnt we call it a table? Who knows? Please help me!! STOP!!!Be quiet everybody!Is silence really that loud? Silence is also a word used to describe something that nobody had a right to name!I dont think your following me to well!!Hello I'm Jerry, or am I? Who knows, who cares? Are you confused? What is confused?Please explain it to me! Who are you anyway? It doesnt matter any more, we're all gonna die!! What is death? Why do we live?Why do we die? "Unanswerable"? WRONG!! We live so we can die later!Is a lifetime really that long? I think not! A lifetime to us might be just a fraction of a second to some other race we've not yet had the privilage to meet yet! Do you think there is such a thing as another race? And would they call us a strange race like we'd call them? (and dont say we wouldnt) Do you know me? I dont think I know you!Explain yourself please!!Why are you here? Do you understand me? "Me" is another word among other words used to describe something!!You didnt make a word did you? Good I was hoping you didnt!!I WANT TO FLY !!Please help me! When you sleep, do you really sleep? Or could you just be in another state of mind, on a different world, leading a different life that you only remember pieces of when we wake up? "Dont't move!!!" You'll kill a molecule!! What's a molecule? I'm confused again!! Please go away!! I hate words!!! What does hate mean? Why does hate exist? What happens when you Die? Is death emptiness? How do you know you aren't dead now? Do dead people speak words? Do you like yourself? Are you confused? So am I!!! Don't try to understand me!! Can you understand me? What is understand? Why do you smile? Do you really feel good when you smile? Or do you feel good because somebody told you that you'd feel good? Are you sick? When your sick, why do you feel sick? Or do you feel sick? How do you know? Have you really been sick? Or did you just think that you were sick? What is nothing? Describe nothing to me!! Nothing has to be something!! Somebody gave it a name!! Maybe everything I just said is nothing!!! Maybe I shoud have just wrote "NOTHING"!! That might have explained everything! or Nothing!! "Whichever"!! What do you think? Can you think? I think I can, but I'm not sure!! Goodbye!!! I'm Jerry or am I?!?! | ||||||||||||||||
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Email me with your opinion..... I'd like to hear what you think good or bad !!! I thank you all for your time, and hope happiness to everyone!! Lets all try to strive for world peace!! THANK YOU ALL I am Jerry!! | ||||||||||||||||
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